#tears in my togachako eyes

[hmyrine]

crying sobbing throwing up every time i think of them i fall to my knees in despair

[escaping-peril12]

NO WAYY DUOLINGO DID A TOGACHAKO REFERENCE?!??!?

[ratmansbrainrot]

Do you guys remember that one comment that was like “he painted a picture of his love and realised he forgot some of their features” or smth because I was thinking about togachako and then I remembered that comment and do you guys think Ochako learned to paint because she didn’t want to forget what Himiko’s smile looked like :)

[vivigoesinsaneagain]

togachako my favorite doomed yuri i hate it here

[ymir-is-jesus]

Tears in my Togachako eyes

I wanted to draw a universe in which Ochako wakes up in Toga's arms and realize it was all just a terrible dream.

This was always supposed to be a light, fluffy art but then I thought something didn't feel right. I guess you can't take the doomed yuri out of togachako 🙃

[just-me-screamin-42]

uraraka ochako, my beloved, who spoke to toga himiko in a love language no else ever took the time to learn. the line about being jealous about her smile?? phenomenal

ochako knew that the way himiko expressed her love was by becoming someone, and in that moment she acknowledged that she wanted to be like himiko, with her beautiful smile, the same way himiko wanted to be like everyone else that she loved so dearly. the parallel in horikoshis art of togas smile between what we and society saw versus what ochako saw is engraved in my mind for eternity,,,

togas quirk evolved when she became ochako and ochakos quirk evolved when she so desperately wanted to be with and be like himiko, to talk about loving people so easily and freely

and their narrative ended with toga becoming apart of ochako with her blood.

could ochako ever use her quirk again without thinking of himiko? can she float without feeling himiko holding her as they fall through the nothingness where hero societys judgmental eyes can’t reach them?

i can’t read any fanfic about them because no one can write doomed vampire yuri like horikoshi can

togachako tears in my togachako eyes

[flying-cat]

TEARS IN MY TOGACHAKO EYES THAT DRAWING IS FUCKING INSANE HORIKOSHI

[sherryuki-callmeyuki]

Tears in my togachako eyes

[sp1derw1re]

Tears in my togachako eyes

[oniondrip]

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The clouds that day seemed to open up, almost like a veil reminiscent of an angels halo. Time seemed to slow as I reached for her cheek, words bubbling together in my brain like a chemical reaction. My ears rang loudly, the world around me buzzing, muffles in that moment. Yet, the buzzing quited enough for me to hear her words,

“Do you…Think I'm cute?”

As the tears built in her eyes, I could only grasp her cheek, wiping what I could before muttering a response I hoped she could hear.

.

.

.

I jolted awake, sweat clinging to my form as I reached for my chest, gasping for oxygen.

My eyes darted around the room, vision blurred by my own tears before landing on the clock.

“4:27” It read in an almost taunting tone, glaring in my face. I had only slept for a measly 2 hours.

I fell back into my bed, trying to shake of the sinking feeling in my gut.

It had been 8 years since you saved me, my mind never once allowing me to forget your smile.

8 years and yet…I haven't been able to see someone shine quite like you.

I hope in this time, by some miracle, you chose to watch over me to see that no matter how much time passes…

“You'll always be the cutest girl in the world to me, Himiko..”

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I could not mentally continue until I wrote a MHA snippet for TogaChako. They WERE NOT CASUAL, and you can't convince me otherwise.

I am very rusty when it comes to writing so please have some mercy on the writing skills lol

I am cringe but free with writing uwu

[hmyrine]

idk what u mean they lived happily ever after and nothing went wrong ahaha

[bicheetopuff]

Omg puff is writing a togachako fic for the first day of @tropetember

Day 1: Strangers to Lovers

Highlights:

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Without thinking, she twists and twirls with her eyes closed, pretending that the mop is her dance partner. It’ll be a beautiful memory.

Unfortunately, a memory that won’t last long because she’s barely halfway through the song when she slips on the wet floor and falls backwards. When her head hits the tile is when she lets herself cry. Not because she’s in pain, but because this song reminds her of her first love. In the lyrics and the way she was introduced to it.

She lays there and lets the tears run down the sides of her face and onto the floor beneath her. The ceilings in the hospital are so high. She wishes she could just float up there and walk amongst the dust instead of having to be grounded with a people who she’s never felt like she belonged to.

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“Oh… you’re an artist?”

“I guess so.”

“Why do you sound so unsure?”

“Because I wasn’t really that great at it. I just liked creating things and for some reason some people liked looking at them.”

“Isn’t the joy of creating things what makes artists, artists?”

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This is super rushed but I hope you read it anyway! I’m extra excited cuz I’ve been wanting to write togachako for a while so I hope I’m able to capture their dynamic well!

[dekusleftsock]

Waking up in a cold sweat thinking about all the parallels in MHA and how everything comes around full circle; and we’re seeing it especially prominently right now in the Togachako plotline, where Ochako and Uraraka are both doing the same things for each other that they’ve done for Deku, but with positive outcomes. (One example: Uraraka grabbing Deku to calm him did not work, but it worked with Toga). Realizing that the one thing that hasn’t come around yet is Himiko asking Ochako to be her girlfriend, like she asked Deku to be her boyfriend. Despite her clear and known feelings, she’s never actually straight up asked. And if the pattern continues as Himiko and Ochako having better results with each other than they ever had with Deku; than the only possible outcome is for Ochako to say yes….Hori what are you doing

ITS SO

It’s

ITS SO SO BAOSBSISKSIHAHSBBSBBSBDHHDH

I’m so excited to see togas reply, I’m so excited to see deku vs shigaraki’s fight, I’m so excited to see how bakugou is resurrected, im so excited for everything.

Regardless of everything, I know it in my heart Himiko is gonna ask her to be her girlfriend, will you accept her Ochako? Will you become selfish in the face of a society that expects you to be on a constant performance?

I live in a very pessimistic view of the world, I try NOT to have it and it’s the reason why this account has always tried to stay hopeful. It’s why I try to constantly convince the people around me. All so that I can ask the question, “Do you really think this will happen?” And the answer has more recently been “Yes”. It feeds me into a cycle I created in order to become a more positive person. I think being pessimistic and angry at the world is common for people of my age group, hell, even people into their 20’s, maybe even 30’s. It can fester deep into adulthood, possibly the rest of your life. Negativity and hopelessness thrive in the absence of support and love.

It’s that same lesson mha tries to teach us. Pessimism and ego are the root to the problem, whatever that problem may be. From controlling human emotion, being overly, even unnecessarily sacrificial, holding your power back, not being able to see your own limits, being in love, all of it has always been something solvable through love and support.

I think all of the problems I’ve listed, along with all the characters they’re tied to, are in one way or another tied to ego or pessimism.

And it’s THIS that I keep on loop in my head. The selfishness, parallels, evidence, whatever the fuck doesn’t matter half as much to me as trying to control what power I have over the story—which is how I react to it. It doesn’t matter if I’m right or wrong, it doesn’t matter if this all tears down in a wonderful hellscape of a fire and I get my ego burned for a few weeks, what matters is that I let myself be HAPPY about something, even if that something is not guaranteed. This whole thought process hits so much closer to me right now. It’s something I’ve thought for… basically the entire time I’ve been on tumblr, but it’s been on the back burner because for the first time I’ve realized there’s no more time left. Mha doesn’t have a billion chapters leading up to this fight at all, Toga and Ochako are having their ending story right now. No matter how much I find, no matter how much I theorize, it ultimately doesn’t MATTER ANYMORE.

And yet, I still don’t care. It all comes back in an infinite circle, back to the original ideas the story has always tried to keep within itself. Just like I have kept my ideas on the back burner until now, mha has kept its romantic ideas on the back burner too; this is the true cross roads, this is the final answer. All eyes are on you horikoshi, you have all the power right now to make or break everything.

Break the internet, Horikoshi.

[jazstudios]

TEARS IN MY DOOMED YURI EYES. TEAARRSSSSSS

TOGACHAKO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[hmyrine]

this is my way of coping

[shans-writings]

for the writing prompts, #21, togachako?

Send me a Ship and a Number and I will Write a Kiss

Togachaco + on a place of insecurity.

Ochaco never thought she would be so terrified to see Toga in the crowd.

From the heights the position of the villain was clear. Not mistake could be made: Toga was among the people, that was her hair, her coat, the shape of his face. The thought sank in and the megaphone that Ochaco had held during her speech fell against her thigh, for she was unable to speak or move. Get out of here, she begged silently. If they see you, they will hurt you.

How could they be the heroes if they couldn't protect a young women in need of shelter?

A few moments ago, while she was talking about how heroes deserve to be saved, the mere image of Toga crying had made her hesitate. She had been thinking about it ever since, in Toga's words. What was a hero? What was a villain? Wasn't them humans after all? Ochaco had had a long time to reflect on her stupid decision to let Toga go that day. And then Deku was gone too, as if everything was starting to fall apart without her being able to prevent it. Ochaco could only go after one and she owed it to Deku, she had to put him on her priority list.

Ochaco's lips parted to scream something, but that was when the crowd decided to act. They have seen it. They have seen her.

Ochaco would not get to her in time. They were all angry. The three strongest heroes were present, the AU professors, her classmates. Ochaco's heart beat a thousand times and a thousand more as she gained momentum and canceled her quirk so she could take the advantage of the gravity sinking in. As she fell, she gave little thought to risk. I must arrive, I must arrive, I must–

But Toga was faster. In a second she made her way through the crowd, reaching Izuku.

They would hurt him. Ochaco knew that they would not kill her, but thinking of Toga hurting made her feel the same nausea as when she felt when she overworked herself. Didn't she owe Toga an apology too? She had taken so long to see how lonely Toga was, how much she was suffering. It had been all on her face that day. Ochaco had always seen her as a threat just for being different, and now she was paying the price for her arrogance by having to see that dangerous show.

Toga didn't hit Izuku. Something broke in Ochaco when she saw how the villain extended a handkerchief towards Deku, so that he could wipe the tears from his face. By sheer luck perhaps, Shouto got to them first. She didn't know why, she didn't think about it instantly, when she saw that Shouto created an ice barrier so that no one could touch them but left a space for Uraraka to pass, she ran faster. Ochaco heard in the background the roar of the people, the sound of the pro-heroes and the teachers, of her classmates, and what could she do? They were against the clock.

She wished she could make it all float it.

She wishes she could stop time.

When Ochaco reached the ice dome, she fell to her knees and felt the cold of the wall closing in behind her. Everything happened in a matter of seconds, so fast the others couldn't react. Soon the three students were in front of a badly injured Toga, with the handkerchief in Deku's cheek and an unnerving smile on her lips. Ochaco later learned that Shouto and Deku had had their own revelations about the villains during the war. But in that moment, Deku let Toga wipe his tears away while Shouto quietly reinforced his wall of ice.

Ochaco knew that the agitation and fear that she had felt when she came down must be etched on her face. Toga was shaking slightly, her eyes rainy.

“I thought I would see Izuku-kun die. I came to help if necessary, but I didn't know that Ochaco-chan would make him cry! It was reckless to approach, but I have a handkerchief and– ”

"You are hurt," Shouto stopped her.

Deku nodded, thanking in a whisper as he gently pushed Toga's hand away, using the handkerchief himself.

Ochaco frowned when she saw where the blood was coming from. Something had cut Toga on the side of the waist. Her uniform was dirty and ruined. Her skin was covered in scratches and bruises. It was simply...

Ochaco looked up, meeting Toga's catlike pupils. She had been watching her all this time, in silence. She seemed curious, yet distant. She was probably thinking about the conversation they had that day, the last time they saw each other.

"You need to come in with us."

Toga pulled a knife from her belt at that and Ochaco frowned. The heroine only reached out her hand to pull the girl's wrist and make the knife stay right next to her own neck. She could see Shouto and Deku's surprise and concern out of the corner of his eye, but they didn't have time for that. Toga was hurt. And very conveniently, they were three heroes willing to help.

“If you're going to cut me, do it now. When Todoroki-kun take down that ice wall, I'll be the only thing standing between you and the pro-heroes, ” she paused, inhaling, “ because I don't want to lose you. And you do not deserve to die, or suffer as you do, or be sent to Tartarus. I'm sorry I didn't see you sooner, Toga-chan. You were right to scold me. I'm sorry I didn't see before that you weren't the enemy and that we weren't doing things right. But if you let me ... "

The wall was cracking. Outside she heard the people yelling at them to take down the ice wall. His friends must have been scared, his parents were in the crowd too. However, Ochaco knew they could wait. She was doing perhaps the most important mission she would ever have in her entire life. There were only Toga's eyes, her surprise, the way she slowly removed the knife and returned it to her lap.

"... I can help. You don't have to hide or pretend with me, okay? If you want my blood, I can give it to you. But we will have to go in to heal you first. And you have to help us find Shigaraki Tomura and stop him, or your friends and my friends will all suffer. I just want to see us smiling, all together. Do you think you can do that? "

At first, Toga's reaction was to put a hand to her mouth. She looked from Izuku to Shouto and back to Uraraka.

"Do you want me to betray my friends?"

And there was something so silly about the idea that they hadn't realized until now that Toga was just another girl like them. Something so blind, so obvious, that Ochaco smiled. She extended a hand to Toga, standing up.

It was Izuku who answered.

"No, we want to protect them."

"And bring them home," Shouto added, finally letting the ice melt.

When the crowd regained their vision of the three students, Todoroki and Midoriya found themselves standing again, flanking Toga as if they were ready to face anyone who wanted to take her away.

And Toga ... Uraraka clung to his hand, both girls side by side.

Toga wiped her eyes on the sleeve of her coat. They all watched when Uraraka leaned down to kiss her cheek, thanking her for trusting them.

Toga smiled, wide and shiny.

“Now can I be friends with Ochaco-Chan?"

"Only if you promise to try not to kill me."